Have You Ever Hated Something
So Much
You Just Want To Cry
But You Can't?
I Try To Cry.
I TRY.
But I Just Can't.
No Tears Will Show How I'm Really Feeling.
I Can't Cry.
I Wish I Could.
I Hate How My Family Expects So Much From Me.
The Moment Something Goes Wrong They Just Get So Freaking Disappointed
I'm Just Like Go Screw Yourselves This Is My Life.
I'm In The Middle Of Telling A Story Of A Trip I Went On This Weekend.
It's Good Fun And I'm Excited To Tell Them The Rest
My Mom Gets On Her Phone
And She Reads Off Two Grade Alerts That She Got On The E-Mail.
LITERALLY?!!
COULD YOU NOT HAVE WAITED FREAKING TEN MORE MINUTES TO SAY THAT I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF MY FREAKING EXCITING AND HAPPY STORY AND YOU JUST SCREW IT ALL UP!!
So My Dad Just Hangs His Head Because We Already Had This Talk Of 'Flying My Own Airplane'
And If I Couldn't He Would Have To Step In And Do Something To Get Me Set Straight.
I DON'T WANT HIS F**KING HELP
He Thinks I'm SO SMART And He Thinks I Want To Go To College At Some Big University And Become A Doctor Or Something.
WELL I DON'T
WHAT IF I JUST WANT TO WORK AT A F**KING COFFEE SHOP IN SOME CHEAP APARTMENT AND WALK TO WORK
YOU DON'T NEED A FUCKING BACHELOR'S FOR THAT SH!T
God I Hate EVERYTHING
I Cannot WAIT Until I Get A Place Of My Own.
Then They Will Finally Leave Me The F*CK ALONE!
And They Think I'm 'So Innocent' And 'A Goody-Two Shoes'
THEY HAVE NO F*CKING IDEA
They Have No Idea Their 'Perfect Little Daughter' Cusses At School, Hates All Her Classes, Is NOT Innocent Of All The Sexual Influences Of The World, Is Depressed, Is Suicidal, Wants New Friends, Wishes She Was Insane.
THEY HAVE NO IDEA.
And I HATE THEM FOR THINKING I CAN DO ALL THIS F*CKING SH!T
I'm F*cking Lazy, I Hate School, I HATE EVERYTHING
I Hate How They're Behind On Technology
I Hate How I'm Separated From My Friends Because Of That
I Hate How Disappointed They Get When My Grades Aren't Where THEIR Expectations Are
I Hate How Embarrassing They Can Be
I Hate How They Judge Some Of My Friends And Don't Like Them
I Hate How They CONTROL MY LIFE
I Can't Even GO OUT OF THE HOUSE Without Letting Them Know, Taking The Phone With Me, I HATE IT!
So Much So That I Wish I Was Insane!
I Wish I Was Kidnapped!
I WISH SOMETHING EMOTIONALLY BAD WOULD HAPPEN TO ME.
NOT WITH GRADES
i just want attention.
and its so sad.
i'm disappointed in myself.
but that's what i want
what i crave for.
~Set 43~
{Sorry for the really longgggggg thing... I'm gonna go now. Bye.}
So Much
You Just Want To Cry
But You Can't?
I Try To Cry.
I TRY.
But I Just Can't.
No Tears Will Show How I'm Really Feeling.
I Can't Cry.
I Wish I Could.
I Hate How My Family Expects So Much From Me.
The Moment Something Goes Wrong They Just Get So Freaking Disappointed
I'm Just Like Go Screw Yourselves This Is My Life.
I'm In The Middle Of Telling A Story Of A Trip I Went On This Weekend.
It's Good Fun And I'm Excited To Tell Them The Rest
My Mom Gets On Her Phone
And She Reads Off Two Grade Alerts That She Got On The E-Mail.
LITERALLY?!!
COULD YOU NOT HAVE WAITED FREAKING TEN MORE MINUTES TO SAY THAT I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF MY FREAKING EXCITING AND HAPPY STORY AND YOU JUST SCREW IT ALL UP!!
So My Dad Just Hangs His Head Because We Already Had This Talk Of 'Flying My Own Airplane'
And If I Couldn't He Would Have To Step In And Do Something To Get Me Set Straight.
I DON'T WANT HIS F**KING HELP
He Thinks I'm SO SMART And He Thinks I Want To Go To College At Some Big University And Become A Doctor Or Something.
WELL I DON'T
WHAT IF I JUST WANT TO WORK AT A F**KING COFFEE SHOP IN SOME CHEAP APARTMENT AND WALK TO WORK
YOU DON'T NEED A FUCKING BACHELOR'S FOR THAT SH!T
God I Hate EVERYTHING
I Cannot WAIT Until I Get A Place Of My Own.
Then They Will Finally Leave Me The F*CK ALONE!
And They Think I'm 'So Innocent' And 'A Goody-Two Shoes'
THEY HAVE NO F*CKING IDEA
They Have No Idea Their 'Perfect Little Daughter' Cusses At School, Hates All Her Classes, Is NOT Innocent Of All The Sexual Influences Of The World, Is Depressed, Is Suicidal, Wants New Friends, Wishes She Was Insane.
THEY HAVE NO IDEA.
And I HATE THEM FOR THINKING I CAN DO ALL THIS F*CKING SH!T
I'm F*cking Lazy, I Hate School, I HATE EVERYTHING
I Hate How They're Behind On Technology
I Hate How I'm Separated From My Friends Because Of That
I Hate How Disappointed They Get When My Grades Aren't Where THEIR Expectations Are
I Hate How Embarrassing They Can Be
I Hate How They Judge Some Of My Friends And Don't Like Them
I Hate How They CONTROL MY LIFE
I Can't Even GO OUT OF THE HOUSE Without Letting Them Know, Taking The Phone With Me, I HATE IT!
So Much So That I Wish I Was Insane!
I Wish I Was Kidnapped!
I WISH SOMETHING EMOTIONALLY BAD WOULD HAPPEN TO ME.
NOT WITH GRADES
i just want attention.
and its so sad.
i'm disappointed in myself.
but that's what i want
what i crave for.
~Set 43~
{Sorry for the really longgggggg thing... I'm gonna go now. Bye.}
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